I Need To Vent.....

Ok, so I am throwing myself a bit of a pity party and need to vent. Now I must say that this is more of a venting than a complaining post. So PLEASE don't flood with me with comments about how someone has it worse than I do. I know that, but I am hoping that in posting it I can get it off my chest and maybe, just maybe, others feel the same as I do.


I am happy for my friends, I truly am. However, it seems that the vast majority are: in a relationship, newlyweds, engaged and having babies and I can't even get a date or have a (respectable) guy interested in me. I am feeling a bit left behind. I have always thought it was because I am a bit on the chunky side, but hey, big girls need lovin too ya know?? I discovered today that I am the only single person that works at Arby's (the store I work in). Single as in, no boyfriend or girlfriend. And I don't want to hear that someday it will happen. The people who say that are in relationships. I also do not believe that there is someone for everyone. There are times when being completely single is ok with me and there are times when it is not. This is one of those times. It has been very lonely here in Lynchburg. I have met some great people at Arby's and school but it is NOT the same as having my friends up north. My friends are my family, they love me no matter what and know all about me. As I have gotten older it has become harder for me to open up to new people. I did get to see my all my family at Christmas and had a hard time leaving. I miss them lots!!! Ok I was going to keep going, but I think I will stop.